suppose to meet up with Shak, tapi makanye gua lambat beb.. mcm biase gitu.. arifah arifah...Haiyo.
so, Shak left first and met up with Ram in school.
then, went to Block S.. kononnye tu nk blaja la kan..
skali we saw Samuel (yg ku fikir kan tiada kekasih), hmmm. tgh berdua-duaan la kan.. aiyoyoyo..
so the mood nk blaja tu dtg dgn tiba2.. asal bukak je buku, kami terhidu sesuatu bau..
MASYA ALLAH!!!
BACEN nye menusuk kalbu.. so..... ter-effect la gitu.. tk bole concentrate blaja..
hahahhaha...















hahahha... so at last, saye blaja amek gmbr dan shakila blaja gossip..
:) im always clueless about ram.

A new page i've begun.. but still the same me.
and and guess what, i've got goody dammy news which im not about to share it here..hehehhe..
its not that i can't.. i don't want to. or i'll be under-arrest. HEH!

hmmmms..
why eh... hehehhehe..

anyway.. "Once bitten, twice shy..", i've got to tell u INDIRECTLY that im taking a step back from you. You've got too close and made influences towards me. So i hope that you understand..

"Cakap tak guna, tembak tak kene..", it totally defeats the purpose of us telling you things that you should and shoud not do.. Yes, we are not love doctors neither are we fortune-teller.. but at least spare us the concern we have for you.. but since you'd keep to your stand, i have no more to say. 40% support. Just promise me, you wont come back saying its my fault for not telling you about some things that you ought not to do.. Its too late by then,hon.



talking just turn into screaming
and what's even worst, that we dont even remember why we were fighting.. and all of us are mad for nothing..there's should be nothing..
but i cant sleep through the pain.. and i dont wanna go to bed-mad at you.. and i dont want you go to bed- mad at me..
baby, we're fighting this war when both of us are losing...is this the way love suppose to go..what happen to work it it out..

Sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down.. Just get back up when it knock you down.
;its deeper than as deep as the ocean.

Wah... i just realised how long i left my blog... TEWAS!!!
hmmm... malas la nk update... but then whats the use kan kalau ade blog tapi tk update..
tak gitu...?

hmmms..
currently in this wig hair guy's class... hmmm.. some electrical module...
hehheh... bosan la makanye...
da la gitu, ngantuk pulak tu...
lagipun, i baru abis main bejeweled..
guess what!!
my bobo bf simple just cant see anyone of us playing any game and eventually own the highest score, he will make sure he will be the 1st scorer. DENG kan.............
the first game was crazy taxi.. shak and ram was like so engrossed into the game sampai kan dorang berebutkan 1st place.. skali si bobo bf ni main je, trus da top score...then we decided to stop playing crazy taxi...
then i started playing bejeweled.. bile kite tgh main, dier action mcm tk tau gitu.. and when he found out i da menang high score of (84,000), makanye, he went back home and played that game.. abe da gitu tkpe la.. he scored 126,00..... MAKSUD???????????????
da la.. nobody can ever beat his pro-ness in CS.. DENG!!!
then came dota, hmmmmmmm... not really sure about him beating our pro (hasyir), but he's been asking for games with hasyir.. konon mcm, share tips and ways how to win and conquer the game la...
HAHAHAHHA...
da sah, MY BOBO BF IS A GAMER!!!!!!!

hmmmms...
will be updating la kan... bile i think i feel like..
okay seems like im almost using off An's laptop battery..
hehehehhe

ABANG!!!!
THANKS EH!!!
=)

I just found out something. Its stupid for me to believe in it. But im a witness myself. The pieces did crack. That loud crack which left me speechless and completely made me feel deceived. Words are running in my head. Im having doubts about you now. Im sorry. I just feel so held back. I cant express how much pain Im feeling now. You may not know how much this hurt me. Or maybe you may not even know its you who just did this to me. We are, egoistic. At times. But this time, you played the major role.
From the very first time, i knew.. Its totally stupid. Now that i cant run far, that doesnt mean i should hide. Maybe i will try to ignore and keep the patience level...

Just so you know, i dont know when is our next HELLO.
and your word, ALWAYS seems to have mould on it.


Kamu benar-benar keterlaluan.

You are moving too fast. I hardly had my space to breathe.

Meet up with Bobo Bf.. headed down to Far East.. it was raining heavily.. and it didnt stop.. Me and Bobo Bf was like tourist roaming about WITHOUT umbrella.. we are trying to get to cineleisure but somehow there's no direct bus there.. so we had to go about the underpass here and there.. up and down.. left and right.. we spent hours walking our way to get to cineleisure.. Till the rain starts to drizzle and we decided to just rush through the crowd and get to our destination.. Hmmmmms. like finally seh.. then we were choosing between proposal or year one.. I WANT TO WATCH FINAL DESTINATION 3D!!!!

then had to rush coz im meeting with my madrasah clique for buke.. but im still taking my time when the movie ended around 5.. and and Hamimah was in the same hall. HAHHAHA. but i went heeren with bobo bf.. then off to ION.. meet them and went to Far East for buke.. bobo bf didnt join us.. so yeah...........................................he's going to buke with his mum.. :D

12:03 noon, the arrival of Naurah Batrisyia.
with the weight of 3.23..
full with chubby cheeks.

18AUG
today i cant go out. had to accompany my sis-in-law at home..
yeah, she's pregnant.. and it is all up to baby Nawra when she wants to see the world..
hahahahha. finally, after more than 30 weeks of her pregnancy, the baby proved that she's a girl.
if not, my brother and sis-in-law will be in confusion what clothes and toys should they buy..till, that one time they got frustrated and made a promise to the baby, that if he/she show the gender, they'll promised to get as many clothes for him/her.
and the baby heard their promise and agreed. so now, we know. its a baby girl.
Insya Allah. coz it really happened a long time ago, the doctor told my auntie that she's gonna have a baby boy. so after they bought all the boy stuffs, after the labour, it was a girl. hahahahaha..
Insya Allah if its really a baby girl, they gonna call her Nawra. and i added on the name to make it sounds nicer and meaningful.
Nawra Firzanah. which means Bunga Kebijaksanaan.
:D

and back to my story.
hmmmmms. today my brother supposed to go to work but something happened.

at 1am in the morning, Kak Izah was having sleepless night. she's tossing left and right. she couldnt sleep as she was having cramp here and there.. she kept going to the toilet until the time strike 5am... at the point, 5am!! there was water leakage.
and quickly she woke my brother up and left to the hospital..
but they were told to go home again.
Baby Nawra gave a false alarm.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!
and my brother was saying,"Nawra, it could have been today!! Why?? Paiseh seh nk gi keje bsok.."
Me and Kak Izah was like, "Paiseh? Why?"
and he replied, " Yelah.. Nanti dorang ckp..."HHAHAHAHA!!! your baby bluff you!!!""

Baby Nawra is due 29August.
but most probably its before the due date.
which means it could be tomorrow.......or the day after tomorrow.. and so forth...

HAIZ,
Dad got back home early today.. and he asked, "sorang je kat rumah??"
and im like..."yah.... kene tipu hidup-hidup seh.."
hmmmmmmmmmmms. yah, both of my brother and Kak Izah went out eh.. coz since abg khir got an off-day...
at last aku sorang yg tinggal kay rumah, haiz.
and my dad was planning on how to kenekan my brother..

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA.. and his plans are.......waduh waduh.. so sarcastic maut punye!!!
we seriously going kenekan dier rabak-rabak.. HAHHAHAHAH!!

and all my plans today, hancur berderai eh...
hmmmms. wanted to study... tkpe, tu later bole... coz i already study last night...

HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.